Long Wait

Two stray doves,
Born separate,
Seeking for love.

This song is just
A reminder
Of all I must
Wait.

I longed for love.
I prayed for you,
Of couse God said,
Wait.

I wait for you,
Please wait for me,
May God prepare
Your heart for me;
As He prepares
My heart for you -
Wait.

pre courtship

So I am reading "Choosing God's Best", and I am realizing that even though I yearn to get married soon I am not ready, I pray God helps me by preparing me. This book has helped me out much, however, the best advice that I would personally give is to just have a relationship with God and He will bring about the time when He will lead you even into thinking about courtship, marriage, etc. Now I pray for God to provide me practice with certain things and as I wait I will pray; for God is in the business of every detail in our lives. Praise God

Majestic whispers

"God will lead us with His eyes", in the book i am reading, it questions this statement found in the Bible... why? because like it mentions... How can God lead us with His eyes? Well, their explanation is that one needs to be so close to God that we are to be looking to His eyes for direction. I think this makes so much sense! When you read God's Word and have a relationship with Him, you get lost in his presence, in His eyes, in His heart, in Him. I am so content right now with my relationship with God. He is my Father, who is there for me. Forgives me, cleanses me, listens to me, speaks to me. This is why I titled this post "Majestic whisper", for I love the way my Father in Heaven speaks to me... magestic whispers! I am so excited right now. Listening to God really helps to wait in Him. It is amazing how God knows my heart and mind and is there for me. My heart is overflowing with joy. Happpiness is time sensitive but I pray God that in Him it lasts a long time, at least what He desires it to last. I am kind of scared of something...but I should'nt be... well, I am nervous... oh well. God though is leading. AAAhhhhh! ;)

Be transformed

So God tells us to renew our minds and be transformed rather than being conformed to this world and its ideas. Hmmm. Is that hard or what. I consider myself a person of thought, a person that was raised in the instability of feelings, and a person who is mere human (what can you expect). After coming to know my Lord Christ Jesus, I came to realize that thoughts are mere imaginations of the mind while feelings are mood swings, none can be depended on. This is what I seem to be confronting right now, with the help of God, I am victorious. It is hard, very hard, but God tells us that "we can do anything through Christ whom strengthens us", also, He says "I will never leave you nor forsake you", "nothing can separate us from the love of God through Christ Jesus ... not even our fears of today or our worries of tomorrow", and there are many more promises that God gives us in order to face the day. God is good, and He continues to be good and love us at all times...no matter if we think or feel opposite to this. He is faithful. Man, something that I have to fully rely on is God's faithfulness- He never changes. Another thing that I have found out is that I am very impatient, and that is not a virtue. Hmmmm. It is like I want things now and my way... why would I ever want that upon myself, I mean, whatever I touch, do, without God, becomes disaster. Anyways.