Letting Go

I have tried to be in control
always having my hand on the control
of my life
either a click away,
a phone call away,
or a prayer away.

I have lost control,
of this my control,
Its been hard
no doubt
about it
but so easy
to lay it down.

My fears and doubts
they do not have me,
my God has them
under control.

I found myself
in peace
as I let go
yet I know who
is in control

I even found myself
cry out today
"I feel good"

Yes,
this is
the bliss
of living in the
Truth.

It is my prayer,
It is my request,
That God may make
this my heart's state
of living.