Here I am LORD

I have not had the best past weeks, however, I am hopeful. I am trying to keep God's promises in mind and remember He will perfect the work He has started in me. It has seemed to got worse, it might be that I need to give a lesson this week, I wonder why this happens but I know the answer. Man, not even really spreading the Gospel of Christ, just you know, His guidelines of great living can make the enemy really upset. Since I know why, maybe my question should not be "why" so often but "what do You want to show me God?"